Um, it's like my journal...CHA! :3

WOAH.

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 07:01:47 GMT

WOAH HAY GAIZ.

I totally...forgot this existed.
IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE~ :waves desprately: ;o;

Attention!..............................................X3

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 02:35:04 GMT

As of....erm.....today. I have a new LJ name....cuz I'm sick of this one. Don't ask me WHY or I'll just throw you in a sack and toss you into a pit of starved Ninja monkeys.....>_> Have a nice day.

Okami's new username- tehbionicwoman

Learn it, love it....

Pokemon, gotta catch 'em all!

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 23:02:51 GMT

Today....I got a ride home with caroline since Stacie was sick *sobs* again....anyways. I went to open the door to her moms car and all these movies fell out. I was like 'whoa!' XD They were ALL pokemon. There were pokemon falling out of her moms car!...Anyhoo. So I was looking through them while we were driving to my house and I holy shit there was a lot of movies in there! Not to mention Sailor Moon movies, A tenchi Muyo movie, Ah My Goddess movies...some other random stuff.....anyways. It was mostly Pokemon. Her mom was trying to get rid of them...so I took them all! O_O Well atleast I won't be bored this summer in my cripple state!!! XD

That was pretty much my day in a nutshell. The End. *eats a sandwich*

Whoooo...

Mon, 30 May 2005 22:56:26 GMT

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth full sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around for the coolest book you can find. Do what's actually nearest to you. (We already know you, no use trying to be pretentious.)

"She knew before Bapi reached the Dounas residence that he would be stopping there"

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
by Ann Brashares

I like to move it, move it. You like to move it, move it.

Mon, 30 May 2005 22:49:45 GMT

Man, I'm really tired. It could be the lack of sleep I've had all weekend...I guess. Today I went to see Madagascar. It was funny funny! ^_^ I like the lemur king. XD Uhm, thats all really. Megans birthday party was this weekend as well. I went. Akaylas b-day party was also supposed to be this weeked but almost no one was able to come so she made it next weekend. I'm going of course.

The last school dance is on friday and, of course, I have to go. I missed the last dance last year and feel obliged to go! XDDDDD Or something like that. I also missed the last recent dance we had. And even though our dances are flat out C-R-A-P-P-Y, it'll still be fun because my girlfriend will be there! ^_^ *Waves to Stacie* and I dunno if Caroline's coming but I hope she is.

I have VERY good advice for you. NEVER get a sunburn!!!!!!! then you start peeling like crazy and it's very stressful! I feel like some kind of geko or snake or soemthing...

Today while playing Kingdom Hearts, Chain of Memories I realized....Riku and Sora make a cute couple XD. Some people think Riku and Ansem(wich I cna see as well but--) Or Riku and whoever. I didn't just realize this of course, but I thought you all should know. XD And I wanna know...If any, who are your favorite couples on Kingdom Hearts or any of the Final Fantasy's, Yaoi or non-yaoi, it doesn't matter! ^_^

Thu, 26 May 2005 23:54:14 GMT

Okay, so today was dull....School was boring as hell. I'm kinda nervous cuz tommorow is the audition for end of the year concert solo songs for choir. Nerve wrecking. I have the sudden urge to listen to Nirvana. XD I don't know why, but I do. Gah, I need to clean my room up before my mom gets home but it's almost 5 and she gets home at 5:30. Gaaaaah. O.O Okay, hold on, my cheese enchiladas are done. XD

OKay...so...anyways, woah.
I was laying in bed last night, right, and all of a sudden I thought 'There's no one I can REALLY talk to. No one I can tell everything. And maybe thats why I get so gleh sometimes. I don't know why this hit me suddenly. O_o. I don't mean to make any of my BFF's feel bad or anything, but I don't think there is anyone I can tell everything about my pain and crap. And let me tell you, writing things in a journal doesn't help much. XDDDD.YEah....anyways.

Mmmm, this cheese enchilada is good. XD

night night!

-Warning- contains Fruits Basket Spoilers!!!!!

Fri, 20 May 2005 00:34:17 GMT

OMG, I was looking through some web pages and I happened to come across the name of the rooster of the Sohma family...

Sohma Kureno
Age: ??
Height: ??
Weight: ??
Blood Type: ??
Zodiac: bird (rooster) *but he's no longer cursed* O_O
--Kureno makes his appearance in volume 9 of the manga, and he's a bit of a mystery right now. Arisa has a brief sort of *love at first sight* meeting with Kureno at her job (the supermarket), and manages to run into him again that day on the street. There is this *spark* between the two, but Kureno knows that there can't be anything between them because of Akito.

So in the preview for the next book in the current book, the boy Uo falls in love with is KURENO!!! OMG! *hyperventalates* Sorry if I spoiled anything...Or if you already knew that...*laughs nervously.* But I was freaking out...hehe.

Ciao!
<3 Okami

Mlah

Fri, 20 May 2005 00:10:42 GMT

Heres the bg I made today...yeah...here ya go. XD It sux, but whatever?

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v369/DarkenedAngeloftheNight/Wallpaper.bmp

Been a while...

Wed, 18 May 2005 03:14:52 GMT

Hey evr one! It's been quite a while since I last wrote. Uhm, but theres not much to say...so...tests!!!(again)

a href="http://quizilla.com/users/amethystheartkawi/quizzes/Which%20MegaTokyo%20Character%20are%20you%3F/">
Which MegaTokyo Character are you?</a>
brought to you by Quizilla

I stole this from Sango who stole it from Aya...O.o;;

[x] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[x] I collect comic(manga*) books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[x...not! XD] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play video games.
[x] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x(didn't I answer this?)] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[x] I Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] I have Kissed a Stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] Been close to love
[x] been in love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[ ] Saw a therapist
[ ] Done the splits
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] bitten somebody
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[x] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[x] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi
[ ] Been snowboarding
[x] Been Skiing
[ ] Met someone in person from the internet
[x] Been to a motocross show
[x] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now

Okay yeah well...whatever...anyways....uhm TA!!!! O.O

>< Tests...

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:21:15 GMT

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

What's Your Personality Type?

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yoshiko Reizei

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Stripper Name is: Rain

Get your own Stripper Name

I knew it...

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:08:32 GMT

Your True Birth Month Is December

Logical

Patriotic

Ambitious

Not egoistic

Loves praise

Loves to joke

Fun to be with

Not pretending

Loves attention

Short tempered

Hates restrictions

Loves to socialize

Loves to be loved

Loyal and generous

Impatient and hasty

Changing personality

Good sense of humor

Honest and trustworthy

Influential in organizations

Takes high pride in oneself

Active in games and interactions

What's Your True Birth Month?

Stacie did this....MY TURN! >_

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:04:20 GMT

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+ Clothes and stuff.
1. What do people tend to label you as? A person...unless I look like an alien. This one ass called me a poser.*flips him off*
2. Do you choose to label yourself (if you do, what as?): Uhm...Ali? Okami? What?
3. Describe your dress sense: Jeans, tanktops, oversized shirts, sweaters, pants, shiny jewelry. ><
4. What are you wearing right now: Jeans and a shirt...
5. What jewelry are you wearing: My pretty maddona bracelets, keh it's what my mom calls them.
6. What are you most known for wearing: Erm...well, my bandana, I wear that a lot.
7. Do you belong to a particular clique: Cliqie? XD Not that I know of*shifty eyes*
8. ...Friends wise – do you hang around with people who dress the same as you? Uhm, I don't really pay attention to the way people dress, unles it's really tacky. But some of my friends do dress diff. But so?
9. What particular clothes style do you hate and why: I cannont stand eastery colors...other than that *shrug*
10. Describe your hair: Red with a bald spot*sobs* when it grows out, I'm cutting it again.
11. Do you take pride in your appearance? *sighs* I dunno.

+ The opposite sex. (Or same, depending)
12. Would you say you were straight, gay or bi? Bi, and PROUD! ><V
13. What is your attitude to ...gay relationships if you’re straight? I'm bi, but I support them all!
14. Do you know anyone who is gay or bi? Oooh yeah.
15. Who? KK, ReBecca, Kiwi, Daniel, me, Stacie...uhm...thers more, I know.
16. Have you ever had a sexual experience with someone of the same sex? *shifty eyes* No...
17. Are you currently in a ...relationship? *nods*
18. If your answer is no – do you want to be? ._. But I am in one...

19. Do you have a specific type in girls? A type...?
20. What kind of people will you NOT go out with? I hate people who can only talk about themselves and don't shut up >< Okay, I don't HATE it, but it gets annoying.
21. What kind of people would you ...LOVE to go out with? Someone who's sorta like me I guess, but not completely. That would be odd. O_O
22. Do you have crushes (if so, who are they :::describe:::): *shrug* Not that I can think of personally...
23. What song makes you feel most romantic? I dunno...*never really feels romantic*
24. What’s your age limit (you won’t go out with people older than…)? There's an age limit...? O_O
25. Would you go out with people younger than you? I am, so yes.
26. Are you in love? With things but not people>< Not yet. I'm too young!
27. Have you ever been in love with someone who wasn’t available to you?...Dude.

+ Music
28. What song are you listening to now? Nothing...I was listening to Green Day a minute ago, though.
29. Name 6 of your favourite bands and singers: Green Day, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, The White Stripes...um....un....
30. How often do you listen to music: Every day, theres nothing better to do.
31. How would you describe your music taste: There's such a wide range of what I like...
32. Is the music you like a strong representation of you and your personality? Rock. Yeah...
33. Can you sing, or are you in a band? I can sing, but not that good. I'n mah opinion, I suck.

+ Favourites
34. Favourite Films (list a minimum of 3): Phantom of the Opera, The King and I, Edward Scissorhands, HP...cha
35. Favourite T.V shows (list 3): Friends, Will and Grace, LOST...and anime too.
36. Favourite Drinks (list 3):Sprite, rootbeer and catus cooler
37. Favourite Ethnic Food (Don't just put down "Chinese".. what specifically..): Orange chicken, general chicken, fried rice, lemon chicken, beef and brocolli *drools* I love it all. 'Cept Miso soup, it's good but it makes my tummy icky O_O
38. Favourite Snack Items (list 3): Ritz, Strawberries, something...?
39. Favourite Books (include authors): Phantom of the Opera-Gaston Leroux, Harry Potter-J.K Rowling, Um....
40. Favourite Drawing Medium (ie. Pencil, Pastels, Conte, Charcoal): Pencil. And it HAS to be mechanical.
41. Favourite Cereals (list 2): Anything with huny oats in it*drools*

+ Family Friends
42. Do you have a big family? I think so...
43. Who are you closest to? My aunts.
44. Do you get on better with your mum or your dad? Dad
45. Do you get along with your siblings? Tch...
46. Who lives with you? My mom, my brother and sister and my moms bf(sorta)
47. Are your parents divorced? cha, my mom twice.
48. One best friend or a lot of friends? Tons...but overal I never wanna lose Brie, Stacie or Kirstie.
49. Who was the last friend you hung out with, and what did you do? It was at Stacies party so...cha.
50. Who was the last friend you chatted with on the phone? O_O I have no clue.
51. Is there one particular thing you can do with one friend that you can’t do with any of the others? You'd be surprised.
52. Who can you tell all your secrets to? I don't really know...
53. Who was the last friend you were annoyed with and why? *thinks* Hm...
54. Which friend do you share most in common with? Mmn...*sobs and shrugs*

+ Random questions
55. Do you have a mobile phone? Si.
56. What make is it? Cingular
57. What do you use it for? What do you think..?
58. Who is the first person listed in your phone (book): Aya!
59. What’s the situation with the weather right now, where you are? Kinda overcast*peers out window*
60. Do you like rain? And thunder ^_^
61. What time is it? 3:55p.m.
62. What are you having for dinner? Chicken
63. What are you going to do tomorrow? Sit around bored again...
64. What was the last movie you watched? *thinks* Uhm...
65. What are your favourite names? Kaylee, Ryan, Dan, Kathrine, Felicity, the list goes on.
66. What’s your favourite take out food? Mc Donalds sounds good right now...
67. In single words (not sentences) describe your personality: Weird, outgoing, patient, heppy, sad, ow.
68. Name a few people you can’t stand: The people who don't like me? Naw...that guy who keeps calling me a poser.
69. When was the last time you laughed hysterically and why? Umh...yesterday, at this link.http://www.gaiaonline.com/gaia/redirect.php?r=http://albinoblacksheep.com%2Fflash%2Fnuma.php
70. When was the last time you were scared and why? I can't answer that...
71. How old are your grandparents?*shrug* But my grandma is older than my grandpa
72. What’s your nearest church called? theres a few right across from the hospital.
73. The last time you ate birthday cake? I don't know. *didn't eat cake at Stacies party*
74. The last book you read? Interview with th Vampire
75. The next book you’re going to read? Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
76. Do you have fantasies (Whether sexual or not, you tell me): Yeah.
77. Who was the last person who showed you affection? Like what kind?
78. What’s your favourite Shakespeare play? Romeo and Juliet ><
79. When you go into a bookshop, which section do you head for? Graphic Novels. Thats IT. O_O
80. When was the last time you were so overly annoyed, you wanted to scream blue murder: When I had nothing to do yesterday.
81. Who was the last person you spoke to through IM: My mom
82. What’s the date today? May 4th
83. If you died, what song would you want to be played at your funeral: "I wish you were here" By Incubus.
84. A song to play at your wedding: "at Last" I dont know who it's by but it was played at my aunts wedding. >_o

Funny things...

Tue, 03 May 2005 19:37:52 GMT

Boromir- One does not simply walk into mordor...
Frodo-Yes you do.
Boromir-No you don't...
Frodo-Yes you do, you so totally do!
Boromir-No! You need...ninjas...and like....wizards. NINJA WIZARDS!
Gandalf- I'm a wizard.
Boromir- Yeah, but your not a ninja.
Gandalf-*stare*
Boromir- We also need giant bears...that shoot lazers from their eyes.
Everyone-*stare*
Boromir- *glance* *sigh*

>< I saw it on a sig on Gaia and was laughing my ass off.

Tat's it...

sighs

Tue, 03 May 2005 16:07:00 GMT

SO I update...so what...? I'm so bored...T_T All day I sit on the computer, wasting my life away on Gaia. XDDDD Sad, ne? heehee. For anyone who goes to Gaia, I'm sykoyank33. Praise me! Foo-sha! I just want to go back to school already...But since(for some reason) I can't get my stitches out untill I stop taking steroids, I can't go back. So I sit here...on the computer...all day. Wait....didn't I already say that? @_@ Ugh. You know what? I want to crawl into a hole and sleep...but I can't because none of the holes in my house are BIG enough. *sigh*

Uhm...what else to say? I sorta kinda started drawing a manga...sorta kinda...*sweatdrop* I started it on...Sunday I think? But I've only got the first panel done *sweatdrops again* I guess it's more like a real short comic then a manga, cuz it's not continuous(sp?) If I've ever told anyone(besides Stacie)about my "Story of a Ghost", that's what it is. I just had the sudden urge to do a manga one day. Odd, ne? Hee hee...X3

I guess...uhm, I dunno. La. I want to type cuz it keeps me occupied(CU I'M BORED) but there's nothing else to type now. So I guess I should stop? I don't know, what do you think? XDDDD

~Kami

Ehm...I might as well do this.

Mon, 02 May 2005 18:42:38 GMT

I want you to post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, copy and paste this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Well...everyone else is....? @_@

Another week?!

Mon, 02 May 2005 18:37:39 GMT

Kyaaaaa?! Another whole week out of school...away from my friends and my girlfriend?!(most importantly)TT_TT It's so sad...I was supposed to get meh stitches out today, but since I'm BACK on steroids, the doctor wants to wait untill Thursday...plus after that, I have to get re-admitted to Hillside, since I was taken out teporarily because I was going to be out for so long....*sob* So I probably won't be ging to school untill NEXT week....*dies* That's not fair!!! I miss all meh pplz. *sniff sniff*

Steroids...again!!

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 23:08:33 GMT

Okay, for the past 5 days I have been having HORRIBLE ASS HEADACHES!!! They were extremely painfull and very pressurizing. It was horrible!! I felt like crying lastnight, but that wasn't the only reason...anyways. Now I'm BACK on steroids >< So we'll see where this goes. I'll be on them untill next Friday, hopefully. They made the headache go bye bye, I so happy *sobs* TT_TT Whell....Anyways.

So Mr.Baxter, my homeschool teacher called like ten minutes ago to cancle tonights lesson. Yessssssss... >< I was almost gonna call and cancle myself because of my headache, but since it's gone....*sigh* I almost wasn't gonna go to Stacies b-day, it hurt so bad. I am EXTREMELY happy it's gone. It woulda sucked not going to my own gf's b-day party...^_^ Kah, my back is killing my now. Go figure. I won't be able to get by this next week without SOME kind of pain. *sob* Where does it END?! I ish so bored...I'd talk to people online...but nobody's on....*dies* >

Mah....head.....

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 02:14:22 GMT

Today was over all, extremely BORING. Hmnuh. what can you do I suppose? I think I need to take a Tylenol cuz my head is KILLING me! Waaaah! >O< I'm SO happy though, because I'm talking to STACIE! ^_^ But my neck hurts...

Uh, the nurse came to my house today. Man is she weird...she's the school nurse for 8 schools and a teacher or something like that. Mr. Baxter is coming tommorow, thrusday and friday...for 1 hour and 30 min. That's too long!!! But he likes anime, so...

Yesterday, I complained about not being able to eat my candy...well now I can eat it, and it's gone! >< Yeah...I watched Star Wars II. I dunno what that has to do with ANYTHING but it was fun. I can't wait for three to come out.

I also drew...pictures! YAY! ^__^ Two of my characters from my story. Which has a NAME now! *gaspeh* In bLooD. Great, ne? Well, whatever. The girl I drew has really big boobs. Well in my opinion she does. I'm working on the past story for the outline right now so it's fun. I have LOVELY ideas that intertwine with my other story >< Tis great. I still think I need tylenol...

I have the sudden urge to swim. Even if I could thoug, I can't, because of my neck...kah. I should be getting the stitches out next Monday and then be back at school tuesday. Sooner than I thought! XD It's good and bad. Good because I getta see my friends and bad cuz, well, it's school.

My poor baby is sick....poor Stacie *pets* I will nurse you back to health!! I will!! *sob* even if it kills meh! I really don't think it will, but you never know these days...

AHK! My aunt's gonna have a baby! Im so happy! So happy! She just found out today, and she's visiting from Colorado so it's totally great! I'm so happy fro her. She's been wanting to have a baby for so long! ^_________^ YA! Go aunt missy! ><

Well, I guess that's it really. I'm tired and have a headach *goes to get Tylenol* Bieee.... ._.

Zipperhead

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 01:50:53 GMT

Hello!! Back from a glorious week at the hospital. Okay, maybe it wasn't all that glorious...but I am better in a matter of speaking *mutter mutter* So yeah...*sigh* My neck is UBER STIFF! I can barely friggin' move it! And to top it all off I am TIRED!!!! Bwah...well. Starting next week I get homeschooled. yay, I guess...? Um...yeah. well.....ew, ther's a nut in my salad...Icky nuts. OMG, I have like a bazzillion pounds of candy and just all this junk food but...I...CAN'T....EAT IT!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O *sob* I am so alone as well. So bored...all day...............................................................WITH NO ONE HERE!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!

Can you not see I am beggining to go insane? Hah. It's all your fault too...whoever you are.

Waaaaaaahyawn

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 02:23:50 GMT

Why?! Why?! Why?! Why am I sooooo bored? *sigh* Anyways. Meh surgery, wich was scheduled to be tommorow, was moved to the 18th. A monday...Gleh....GLEH....I'm not worried one bit, wich is funny...cuz everyone else is freaking out! XD Like half my family is coming from diferent states just to see me! I am SPESHUL!!! XDDD The good thing about being at the hospital is I get to be outta school for that time, then three weeks after that. But the bad thing is...I'm gonna be boooooooooooooooooooooooored!!! *sob* You, my friends out there...you'd better come see me when I get home! (Cuz I KNOW none of you wanna drive all the way out to Santa Barbra) OR ELSE! I do't wanna be bored for three whole weeks! Anyways...Mah, I wanna go to CHuck E. Cheese with my peeps and my mom's being al nyah nyah about it. Waaah! I wanna goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Anyways. I guess dats it for now! Cha!

I'm so depressed....

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 02:11:01 GMT

Today had to be one of the most depressing days EVAR! I'm not going to go into detail too much, seeing that it's none of your business.(Unless you're someone I know, then you know) I don't know what else to say besides that. I'm hatin' life right now...On the downside to THAT, I feel sick, ugh... Wah, I wanna curl up in a hooooooole. ::sob:: Anyways...ugh, my strenght is so drained. This would be a good time to draw, if I felt like it. Yeah. I got bored in the last two minutes of Math today, so I wrote a little poem-y thing. It really doesn't make sense, but I like it! ._.Anyhoo. Here it is.

Glass shadows in the melting sunrise
Fake flowers in a bouquet
Fill your smile ful of fakeness
Forget the things around you
Can't touch it,
Cant have it,
but you want it.
A paralyzed dream in a glass jar.
~~

Yeah, It's kinda free form, but that's the only form of poetry I write. If you hate it...well...fuck you too. Anyways, I guess I really have nothing else to say, except I love you Stace', and peace out to y'all.

Ah, heres something I just got off of my friends journal!!!
[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said she liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What do you think about Ay/Editor/Kirstie's:

[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:

Other:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think me weakness is?
[24] Do you think I will get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

My Arms Hurt....O_o

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 18:19:56 GMT

Yeah, I sneezed a few seconds ago...and now my arms hurt. Is that odd or WHAT?! Anyways...wow! It's been a while since I've written ,huh? I think one week, cuz last time I wrote ,I was at my dads house...and now I am again!! >_< Okay...anyways. Yeah, so this week was really boring 'kay? Valentines day was kool cuz I was getting pummled[in my opinion] with chocolate. Me and Stacie both got eachother chocolate roses and I guess it was just a quinkie-dink. I was gonna get her a real rose and tie a black ribbon around it, but my mom was all "NO!! They cost a bazzilion dollors on Valentines Day!" I was pissed at her...So the next day I got a rose and tied the ribbon I had been saving around it and gave it to her. She was all HAPPY and I was all YAY! SO yeah...the rest of the week went by like ZIP and now it's Saturday. My dad is taking me over to Stacies house...[YAY!!!!] and yeah...so...uhm, I really don't have much to say about anything else except that.......no I lost it. Anyways, I'm really bored because NO ONE is posting on my site!![Wich I recommend you check out if you like anime RP's] Bleeeeeeeet, so anyways....since I have nothing else to write, but I'm bored and don't want to STOP writing, I shall tell you about Taylor!! ^___^

I just recently thought her up...I'm not really sure where she came from, but she is a very dear person to me now!!! Now, listen carefully...or read, whatever you're doing...mmkay?...Her full name is Talory Denise Emison [TDE ^_^] She is 15 years old...born 1986, died 2001. I'll get to that later!!!![Singsong voices!!!] Anyhoot, she has naturally blonde hair but now it's a dark pink[yay! Pink!] Her eyes are blue and, to avoid getting compliments about them,[wich she hates], she wears enough black eyeliner and eyeshadow to the point where no one really notices[her eye color anyway...^^;;]. She hates a lot of things...Her mom is one of a few, compliments[><'], school. Those are just a few... One of the people she THOUGHT she didn't hate was her brother, Andrew. He was a cool guy and the only one who listened to her, it seemed[besides someone else, who I'll get to nextly], untill the day he attempted to rape her[hem] while their mother was away on a business trip, which she does often, but luckily, she hit him with a vase and he passed out. Before I go too deep into that, I need to tell you about Jake. Jake is the ONLY other person Taylor can talk to. She really loves him, and after the attempted rape by her brother, Taylor and Jake get even closer. Now...some time later, while their mom is out on another business trip, Andre comes back from where ever he'd gone and tried to rape Taylor again. This time, she didn't have a vase, if you get my meaning...So perty much, to sum it all up, she finds out she's going to bare her brothers baby. She can't afford an abortion so she kills herself.[In the end, she ends up dying in Jakes arms] But it doesn't end there at all....now she's a ghost, hanging out around her town...it's a pretty interesting story, i think. I titled it 'Story of a Ghost' and only Caroline and Stacie have read it so far! ^__^

Okay, this is getting long and I'm bored of TYPING now, so I'm gonna go!

Ciao!

I never have a good subject title!!!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 16:45:10 GMT

Okay, I'm making up for yesterday...today, but whatever. Yesterday, school was perty damn boring. Like usual, math was boring...P.E....we went to watch the Santa Susana road show. and after that, when I had choir, I had to see it AGAIN. Horrible horrible.....I mean, it was great the first time, but my back was killin' me after a while. Anyhoot. Science was boring, as usual. At lunch I sat where I usually sit, surrounded by all my friends. Yippee... erm, I don't remember much that happened after that. Well, Stacie was sick so I was bored as HELL. But Caroline was there (aka, Rebecca xDDDD) so it didn't suck completely. ^^;;
Anyways, now I'm at my dads house, writing this! YAY! I'm uber bored and a bit tired....Maybe I'll draw. My drawings are alwayse better when I'm tired.
Ciao!!!

Flibmidget.....?

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 01:16:45 GMT

Today was boring...again. Why the hell is my life so boring?! BLAH. Anyhoot. Well, in History, wich is right before math, I borrowed Akaylas math homework while she was at Green Team cleaning the cafetiria. When I was done, she still wasn't back, so I put the paper back into her binder after I was done, when the bell rang. I grabbed her stuff and mine and left. I was gonna give her her crap when we go to math since we have all the same classes except science. But she came when we got out and I gave her her binder and we went to Math. Well, when we got there and the bell rang, she went to get her homework, but it wasn't there. She was all like. "Ali, wheres my homework?", mouthing it from across the room. I'm all "Oh shit!" mouthing it of course. So she kept looking for it. Little did I know that I'd put it in the back of the binder (cuz I'm used to putting my stuff in the back of MY binder. So she found it and all was well...

After school was peeeeeeeeerty boring...me and my ex(yes we're still like BFFs) were hanging out after school cuz her dad was gonna be late. She'd gone on a feild trip that day and had brought along peanut butter(so odd) So I grabbed it and rolled it across the floor...and it came back! ^___^ Pretty much the whole time we were waiting, we listened to Phantom Of the Opera, untill we went into Mr. Lebeks class and I drew a 4 year olds perspective of Hiei, an anime character.

Okay, well tha's it. TTFN! Ciao

One Hell of A Day

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 00:41:59 GMT

Okay, so whatever, today was pretty boring. We started with E block I think. We've had a sub ALL week so far cuz Mrs.Sternberg is at Jury duty. We sung the same song over and over and over again cuz it's the only song we can get through without mistakes. After singing that like 5 times we sung Rose wich is a pretty song I guess xDDD But that got boring so we sang row row row your boat...pathetic, I know.
Then we had science...ohmigod I hate science...But the lab we did was rather..."Shocking". Mr. B had this weird static thing-a-ma-bob that like makes shocks and he was injuring himself just to show us what happens when you get shocked I guess... I was sitting there holding my breath every time he did it. You could see his arm being pushed back by the shock! Hell, you could see the shock itself!
A and B block were boring as hell...I read my friend, Rebecca(real names Caroline, username=countesszephyr for anyone who knows her.)anyhoot, I read a story she started for Remus and Sirius, and if you haven't read her journal entries...she's obsessed!!
I won't even talk about math...thats how boring it was.
At P.E. we played dodge ball in the gym. Me and Akayla were just staring at eachother most of the time. She was on a diffrent team than me. At one point she grabbed a ball and ran at me so fast it scared the crap outta meh. She tagged me and I kicked her. After that we watched people go Mano-e-mano, hilarious! Anyways, thats pretty much my day in a nutshell. Yesterday there were these people in my backyard, trimming my tree and I was like Ohmigod! They're gonna rape me!
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Anyways...bleh, I have to write thank you notes....eeeewwwwww, ciao.